It is time for me to dust myself off, get back on my horse, and ride. This year has frustrated me up until this point, but with only a few days left in August, it seems like a good time to try (once again) to turn things around and hit September at a full gallop.
That’s enough horse metaphor for the day.
I plan to start get an actual business of some sort together in September. I have been stuck in the initial stages for months now. I just need to DO something. If I fail, I can keep trying. If I continue to fail, I can switch to something else. I have some digital products and services in mind, but that’s a whole other post.
I have picked up an online gig for the month as well, so at least there will be a little money beyond my disability check.
We’re flat-ass broke and can’t even begin to afford our rent, so I am making contingency plans. I need to be in a more stable situation to begin fighting my way back onto my feet.
All of this is happening because I was short on spine in the spring. If I had stuck to my guns, I would have a decent job and a place to live. Sometimes other people who know you well know just where your weak spots are, and sometimes people who say they love you will hit those points to get their way.
That’s not cool.
But now for the dusting off and mounting up. Gotta earn my keep.

